Mother of Palms Healing

 Incense resin "Dark Mayan Copal" corresponds to Gemini and the lungs, and mercury, and the tibetan water element.  Best used under sun in Gemini in Spring. Effect is like electricity charging two turbines, lungs. Your lungs converting the energy upward into the brain, clearing thinking; turning jealousy into compassion; clarity. Green Energy.  Green Ray of occult science. 

 Patience is #1. I've learned not to do things all in one go. We owe it to ourselves to give ourselves space - to think, and plan.  Impulse kills the will. The commercial world convinced me everything has to be done now. But all the respectability is in standing still.  If you ever think you're not in a capitalist's world think about how many times you've tossed out your own self worth just to make time for others' goals.  People respect you more when you be still. The person pushing you in traffic respects you when he knows you won't go over the speed limit and goes around you. Impulse turns you into its bitch the moment you get anxious, yell or push back. The buyer waiting on the seller learns to value the object being sold. It makes life sweeter to be patient.

 Learning where to invest our thinking. I think my generation spent their 20s learning this. We grew up in a world where people lied, brushed stuff under the rug. People called us glued to our phones. We had a lot going on inside. I think we healed our inner selves in the most realistic way.  Choosing where I put my thoughts isn't just self-help. It's a mystery designed to help the true self unfold out of its volcanic ashes like a Phoenix.  We were/are a quiet generation but we put a leash on Cerberus, so to speak.  It's amazing to think being a ww2 hero was the apex of our aspirations yet I'm here now happily effing off about my powerlessness to stop the world from changing.